The times i recall those memories Just make me feel so unhappy and happy
Profile Akosuaa wee~ , 03.08.1997 Studying in Broadrick . Ex HGS-ian ((; — Friendly & Hyper!! Tagboard Exits Tzewei! Richelle! Lydia! Lixin! Huijin! Daniel! Daniel Fernandez! Nadya! Glenda! Peiwei! Kimiko! Jingwen! Alicia! Music Playlist at MixPod.com Archives November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Thursday, December 30, 2010 School is starting~ Hello people (: im so bored. and i think tonight can watch SHINEE :D HEHEH HAHA HOHO~ shinee my best friend. NAH i'm just jk! hehe, okays sian diao. school starting and i think alot of things is going to happen. and the rules are just 2 WORDSSSS, FUCKED UP - -! cb! HAHAH. okays byeee Wednesday, December 29, 2010 hate the new school rules~ Hey people. Brd has become one FUCKED up school . - -! and i don't wish to elaborate. cb . fuck brd upside, brd-ians can go detention together alr (: YAY so awesome siol ! okays lazy elobrate okays bye~ Monday, December 27, 2010 Meeting with J and L ! Hey people (; i'm back to bloggg hehehe, today met up with , Jingwen and Lixin the beloved sisters :D HEHE ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ HEHEH, so fun lo (: lunch at everything with fries, and dessert at awfully chocolate. so ex the cake ): omg . i want bankrupt lo ! HAHA. okays well, the pictures are with lixin. so maybe i will just post the ones from Jingwen's cam first, then tmr edit the post with more pics the one in lixin's cam also damn nice :D so i will let the pics do the talking now ! BYE ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Saturday, December 25, 2010 Merry christmas :D Hey everyone ! today's Christmas , and i don't find anything exciting about it. LOL. christmas to me every year , is just a normal day . a public holiday and a day where we just sit down with the whole family for dinner. HEHE, well, my mood now, it isn't really that awesome and i'm not that high, normally i'll be smiling in the morning. but now, i'm not. i just have thots running thru my mind, about someone. seriously, i'm thinking of the past times, when you were here and we were all having fun together. wow, awesome but now, it seems cold[?] i also dunno . - - ! but whatever! today's christmas, so i should put on at least abit of a smile. :DDD after scanning thru, i see no SMILEYS IN MY POST!!!!!!!!!!! (Y) hahaha, first time leyy~ HEHE ! coool only LOL! and to erm what, burn time uh? LOL, i'm re-downloading my fucked up itunes ARGH. hahahaa okays, so what did i do ytd! hmmm, shopping :DD HAHAHA, I WENT TO COTTON ON OMG OMG OMG. :D i bought shorts, shirts and a dress. those paid by my mummyyy! <3<3<3 then crocs shoes from my grandmaaaa! <3<3<3> at first i don't want buy the crocs lo, then my mum force me ! TSK . cb! HAHA, but in the end, i think its okay laaaaa maybe i can match some outfits with it LOLOLOL. :P i'm just kiddingg~ hehehe, okays. so yeah, tonight cousins coming over monday hopefully, can catch up with jingwen and lixin for makan (: going to ashtons as planned . AHAHA , i bet i will be broke. and maybe ice cream chef :D HEHE, hope my mum not working so that she can drive us! WAHAHAHA, :P i'm so evil! okays, so no ones home now. except for me, my grandpa and aunt , plus dogs and maid LOL got people but not that many ! LOLOL. okays, i'm typing too much. i will post pictures from tumblr then ! BYE <3 Thursday, December 23, 2010 Thank you ((: Heyy ((; ahahah, just now i did something fuckin stupid. but now okay alr ! hahaha, thank you kimhan for making me feel more calm! phewwww, okays. hopefully that thing won't happen. :X i shall not say. but yeah~ okays nothing much tonight going out for dinner! (Y) okays bye! i will post less shinee pics! OMG HAHA Wednesday, December 22, 2010 I ♥ Richelle and Lixin (: HEYY HELLO HI (( ; i'm very high now, cos i see so many hot pics of JONGHYUN HEHEHE ! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ HE IS VERY THE HOT ! I LIKEEEE ♥ ♥ okays, ytd co coincidentally met lixin in PARKWAY! hehehehehe. awesome-ness. met her in comic collection somemore! :P COOOOOL ♥ HEHE AND SHE BOUGHT ME A JONGHYUN NAME TAG AND BADGE WITH HIS HOT FACE ON IT LOLOOOLLOLOL!!!! I LOVE HER ALOTSSSSS ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ RICHELLE ALSO HAHAHHA! SHE BUYING ME STICKIES. SHINEE ONE (Y) BESTTTT ALSO ! EHEHEHEH. SO MANY ♥ IN MY POST COOOOOOL. (Y) FIRST TIME SIOL! OKAYS, I LOVE BOTH OF THEM SO MUCH ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ THEY SO GOOD UH. DON'T WORRY RICHELLE I BOUGHT YOU SOMETHING THAT I THINK YOU WILL LIKE. :P HEHEHEHE SO CUTE MAN :DDDD TO ME SO CUTE LAAAA, TO YOU IDK MAYBE DAMN SUPER CUTE YOU WILL MELT. :P OMG HAHAHHAA. OKAYS I'M MAD. WHOOOOOOOOOO~ SHINEE HWAITING ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ SHIT I'M CRAZY OVER SHINEE, AND THAT'S GOOD HEHE. I LIKEEEEEE ♥ THE MEMBERS ALL SO HOT WHO CAN RESISTT :P ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ *WINKS! I KNOW MANY GIRLS CANNOT RESIST! HEHE, THEY SO CUTE ALSO OMG I MAD ALR HAHAHAHA BLUEH OKAYS BYE BYE BYE BYE , I SHALL NOT BE CRAZY HERE, ANOT LATER I GET SENT BACK TO MENTAL HOSPITAL MY HOUSE . :P HEHEHE, PS I LIVE IN THE MENTAL HOSPITAL CLAIMED BY MY FRIENDS WHO AGREEEEEEE (: OKAYS, BYEBYE. I KNOW I'M LAME, AND WHY IS EVERYTHING IN CAPS. I ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ SHINEE ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ HAHAHA SHIT I'M MAD OKAY BYEZZZZZZZ! Tuesday, December 21, 2010 Boredem strikes` After watching this i thinkits like so cool laaaaa :DDDD Monday, December 20, 2010 Obsession` HI PEOPLE, i can't resist but post another shinee pic :D i think that they're very very very very cute and hot ! HEHE. yeah they're super awesomeee :DDD ! and i have 2 darling friends. Lydia and Lixin always saying " KEY IS MINE" TSK , HAHAHA, KEY NOT YOURS LAAAA :D KEY BELONGS TO SHINEE!!!!! HEHEHAHAHOHO~ okay, i'm abit mad. not abit to my friends but alot . really meh, i got so crazy one meh? LOL! maybe right? LOLOL. :X okays, so holidays have been boring, & christmas is coming! YAY, presentsssss ! HOHO. i like presents! this year , my cousins coming over! AWESOME <: they're joining us for dinner and my greatgrandpa's maid too ! she's going back to her hometown alr )): so fast )): it was quite sad uh that day, when they proposed a toast on sat! what happened on sat was i had a family dinner. suppose to be Greatgrandpa's bday! but he couldn't make it. )): argh )): but its k! you'll always be in our hearts! hmmm, today went to condo to clean up and swim ! hehee, maid clean me and mum swam! so evil of us >: LOL! okays, so school is starting and its awesome! i cant wait to go back. i can't wait to see my teachers. but the worst thing is . what's going to happen on the first day of school? or the 1st week of schooooool~ so curious. hope i won't get bashed! )): hehe okay bye :D ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Sunday, December 19, 2010 hohoho, hi readers. or maybe no one! LOL i'm going to get a polaroid camera for x'mas HEHEHE, cool ttm ((: but heard that the film is ex! $13 per film! hahaha, ok, i shall save money ! (to buy film ) mum going to buy me that YAYYYY! :DDDDD happy ttm!! okay bored. and i got pissed off just now -- bastard. ! AHAHA okok , bye! Friday, December 17, 2010 I want to go out ! HEEEEEEE, i want to go out . now now now now now . LOL i need money to shop shop shop )): i want to buy alot of things. )): ARGHHHHHHH~ HAHA, okay bye . Thursday, December 16, 2010 Happy advanced b'day Enqi ((; The ice cream cake was yummy (Y) ♥ Our bbq ! Group girls photo (Y) Helooooo~ today finally got a chance to go out ! (Y) hehehe, had fun ~ WHOOOOOOO! went to Enqi's surprise b'day party today ((: AWESOMEEEEE and damn FUNNYY ! hehehe i really enjoyed myself ! :DDDD, first went to neesha's house . then after the party off to parkway (Y) FUNNIEST TRIP EVER LOLLLL. and rafe was super epic and lame. AS USUAL LOL. HEHEH, okok ! i didn't bring my camera. so not many photos ! but rafe brought her dslr ! so i shall just take a few hmmm, also had fun with doreen! ;DD HAHA, she damn funny also ! okok, nothing much alr ((: brd netball team is the best ! love die you girls!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ HEHEH, ok i shall post a few pics now ! Wednesday, December 15, 2010 Bored. SHINEE ROCKS TTM (: Hey people . hmmm, bored uh. bought my sec2 books alr . sibei expensive )): hehehe, throw money into the drain (N) okay, so yeah, idk what to say, tmr going for enqi's bday party. so awkward ! :X all sec 3's i the only sec 1 )): HAHA. haiz lets see how tmr (: hope i have fun! okok, byebye! oh and i had training today (N) :D bye. Monday, December 13, 2010 We'll all miss you. Hey hey hey <: back from the funeral wake alr. and today was the saddest day . hmmm, cremation ceremony and all ): haiz ): sad. but its k. i'm trying to think on the bright side laaaaa hehe well, everything has to come to and end one day right . but now , greatgrandpa is in another world , with his wife (Y) and they're living happily together (: that's good. we will miss you for sure. miss you alot ! love you tooo (: tmr will be another day, lets all lead tmr as a happy day . start everything by slowly getting used to the fact that his not here ): slowly everyone will be able to do that. but, still maybe a tears will be shed, once in awhile . its k as long as we know that deep inside our hearts we love him and miss him its already fine (: rest in peace greatgrandpa ! Sunday, December 12, 2010 Time pass so slowly Hey people ((: HEHE bored laaaaaa.. at my greatgrandpa's house today, tonights the last night )): hmmm, sitting here playing com . borrowing my grand-uncle's lappie! SO COOOOL OMG ((: AND GOT ONE MORE GRANDUNCLE TOUCH SCREEN LAPPIE (Y) Best (Y) HAHA, but so sensitive leyy~ not goooood . then keep popping out things! crazy lappie (N) HEHE. acer brand ! LOL i think quite sucky laaaaaa. Hmmm, x'mas is coming, excited uh! :DD i want a new webcam! HAHAHA, and i want back my phone D: omg (N) i need my phone laaaaaaaa. next year busy year ley! :P HEHE joke. okayy, nothing much i need for xmas laaaaa. lets see what my auntie bought for me for x'mas ! (Y) okays bye! i need to go help out alr ((; zai jian~ HAHA Saturday, December 11, 2010 Sleepless nights Hiiiiiii i'm back after 2 days? LOL HAHA. okay , hmmm.. well i'm at my greatgrandpa's house . yeah , funeral's going on , but i'm not needed. LOL . in my cousin's room now ((: HEHE, borrowing her com! hmm, been sleeping late these few days. lets see. Yesterday --> 10/12 Slept at 3am , woke up at 5.45 am Best(Y) i was like half dead. - - Then went to macs to meet up with netball team ((: had a fun chat! then lunch at macs, netball games at kallang netball centre. Not bad laaaaaa. hehe JIAYOUUU ((: WE CAN ONE ! ((: Hmmm~ then next few matches was winning matches (Y) awesome ! we won champion for the plate category! LOL . but quite happy laaaa :DDD HEHE. then went to funeral. then went back at 2plus. Slept on the table (N) Today --> 11/10 Woke up at 1.15pm . watched tv, lunched. funeral wake. tried to sleep again. But can't so yeah , walked around played with cousins . Nothing much uhh ~ tmr another busy night, so i don't think i'll be online? last night til the cremation ceremony on monday . so yeah lets see. ((: maybe excuse myself then go play com! HAHA ! lets see how. yeahh, nothing much too , just freaking tired )): ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Thursday, December 9, 2010 RIP ♥ ♥ Hey people. Bored at home . haiz. my great grand pa passed away today, he couldn't make it until his b'day ): My aunt is gonna chiong home today , but sadly she can't see him , that's bad well, sad that' he's gone, many things are going to change and many things will happen time and time . haiz. well , rest in peace and don't worry about what will happen cos everyone will be strong and here . we all love you to the max. dont worry! The wee family will all love you , and make sure we visit you regularly (: Love you alot greatgrandpa ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ (: Wednesday, December 8, 2010 Sudden feeling. Hi people ((: today had netball training ! hmmm okay uh. quite fun , and tiring. ran for like 20mins straight ! then after that, normal lo. passes all these ! then rain! )); coach made us do what errrr... drills? idk how to say! but quite fun! improved abitt (: i'm quite happy? LOL! okok , so nothing much happened. senior sick ! ): rafee~ O: hehe, get well soon~ take care k! (; though she won't be able to see. but whatever ! LOL . okay uh, i think she's a nice senior, but crazy at times! OOOOPS. HAHA :P but she's funny tooooooo~ quite boring uh these few weeks. i mean WHOLE HOLIDAY. LOL eh shit. TMR I GOT TUITION )): aiyaaaaaa~ )): not again ! )): okay nvm ~ lets find a reason to escapeeeee!!!!!!! HEHE okay hmmm. i'm kinda down now . idk whyyy~ i have thots running thru my head . and i'm missing someone alot all of a sudden. i dunno why but i suddenly miss that someone. its like mad . - - zz , i think i'm insane. i can't even handle my love life well how am i going to survive? - - argh, forget it. i just miss him - - haiz! D: forget itttttttt~ i'm speechless laaaa )): Tuesday, December 7, 2010 Stickyssss~ Hi people ((: i'm going to buy sticky candies ((; COOOOOOOOL ~ THEY'RE YUMMY COS SOMEONE BUY FOR ME BEFORE ! LOLOL okok , nvm ! i'm buying them from a blogshop~ AWESOMEEEEEEE ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ HEHEHEHE, i'm quite high now laaaaaaa. but in the inside, abit sad ): my greatgrandpa is in the hospital! and its quite badd! he's been in the hospital for like 3 weeks. this month his b'day somemore )): wtfffzxc )): saddedddddd~ but nevermind, hope he can be safe! and get well ~ birthday can come out celebrate? idk )): haiz, okay nvm ! get well soon !!!! ♥♥ hmmmm, paper and man coming SG also ! cooooool. but only like me , lydia, richelle them 2. not even close to my own buddy at all! HAHHAHA OMG THATS BADDDD :X okayy, LOL. cos i follow another group :$ HEEHHEHE. ok enough about that. LOL okay should stop here! tomorrow NETBALLLLLLLL~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥ YAYYYYYYY~ HAHAHAHA feel like doing drilllllllllls and running! OKAY I MAD I KNOW BYEBYEBEYBYE♥ Monday, December 6, 2010 Romantic ~ Helloo hello~ ((: HAHHA, okay, i changed my blogskin! cos of some reason. Okay cos my my stupid cbox on the previous skin . I took a long time editing this skin! LOLOL. :DDDDD Okayy, the youtube thingy i posted ^ SHINEE - romantic ! ♥♥♥♥ Its niceeeee, and quite touching la hor ! LOL. okok! bored uhh, shall post tmr~ BYE! Bakingg~ Hi people (: so bored these few days ): sian ttm! been baking with my mum these few days FUN WOR :D HAHAHHAA (Y) backed cookies and pies ! AWESOME ! LOL. okok, been real bored. super i tell you . Well, thai friends went to BKK for sports day thingyy ): 1 week siol SO LONG , THEN FB IS LIKE SO QUIET D: no comments or anything ! but nvm ! wait til their back then ! its k. 1 week lets bearrrrrrr !! okiiii, so hmm, last night went to watch rapunzel ! AWESOME MOVIE :D ♥ ITS TOUCHING ALSO !!!!!! HAHAHAHA nice leyyy~ i like! i feel like watching again !!!!!! DAMN NICE . the character , the one rapunzel fell in love with is HOTTTTTT! LOL idk, how they did it BUT HE IS HOT (: LOL! okkk, been talking to someone these 2 days . quite boring laaaaaa. but nvm ! got people entertain can alr ! HEHE. i wanna go outttttttttt~ so bored at home ! today went to raffles city also (: HEHEHE bought cakesssss~ YUMMMY~ BUT EXPENSIVE TSK ): LOL ! okokok, nothing to blog alr ! SO BYEEEEEEE~ :D Saturday, December 4, 2010 Bored~ Hi people! Going for a movie later (: so bored !! HAHA . okok, nothing much uh , blog later? tmr ? idk ! BYEEEEEE~ Friday, December 3, 2010 I miss you ~ Hiiiii.. my mood now is totally down~ i miss him to the v max ): today thot could see him , but sadly didn't . but maybe i glanced only. ): haiz ): saddd to the v max. i miss him very much ): see-ing him just once can turn my mood back to normal ): ahhhh, chinzzaa~ I MISS YOU , YOU KNOWWWW D: HAHA. okay, not funny at ALL. tsk. okayss bye. no mood laaa~ Thursday, December 2, 2010 Hot guysss~ Hi people (: HAHHA, have been going crazy with Lydia LT for like 2 days! WHOOOOOOO~ been stalking cute guys (: OMG. HAHA they come from the same school as our thai buddies !!!!! DAEBAK(Y) Okayy, hmmm . well, they quite man la hor~ and cute also! we started going crazy on 1 guy , then another (: 1st one is called bluejacket!? LOL nickname la :P LOLLLLL~ Then the 2nd one is taemin's cover ! HAHAH, that one not baddd! but abit gay and the eyes quite scaryy ! O: nvmm! HAHAH, okok, this video got the 2 guyssss~ qutie shuai ley~ BULE JACKET GUY CUT KEY'S HAIRSTYLE IS TOTALLY #$%^&*(#$%^&*(#$%^&! CANNOT DESCRIBE! FUCK CUTE LAAAAA :D ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ OMG HAHAHAH I SO HIGH OKAY , IDK WHY WE SEE HOT GUYS BUT ALSO GOT SEE KOREAN GUYS ABS ! OOOOOOOPS LOL! okok. nvm byebye (: ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Wednesday, December 1, 2010 Only girl ~ Hiii people~ Heck care about my title :P HAHA okok~ i dunno why i just feel like eating LOL! hmmm, bored , tired and i'm having a fcuking headache. ): well nvm~ HAHAA, another quiet night tonight, so bored! no ones online. ): Tzewei, my darling wife, went back to KL alr. Lydiaaa my unnie, gone back alr. Anna my partner, also gone back! Gigi my cutteeeeee unnie! also went back alr D: haizzzz. lucky still left richelle :P HAHAHA, whoooooo~ maybe should bond with her? LOL! Well, meryl is back in SG. (Y) that's good! HAHAHA, still haven't gone to her houseee~ sadded ttm ! HAHAHA. okays, today had netball. hmmm. what should i say about it, quite fun uh~ the drills were not bad! not really tired today! trained stamina by running for 20mins! :D coooool~ not really that tiring laaaaa~ today i quite energetic that's why!!!! :P okok, boreddddd. bye LOL!
Everything we do or done Has to always come to and end